"Expectation is the root of all heartache."
- William Shakespeare
On May 12th, 2012 I will be graduating from Buffalo State College with my Bachelors degree in Business and Marketing! I cannot express how much this day means to me. My grandmother whom is fighting through brain cancer is coming to my graduation along with my amazing boyfriend Damon and my aunt and uncle. All of these people have helped me get to where I am now and I can’t thank them enough for not only being there for me but for loving me for me and believing in me. There is a great amount of things weighing on my mind at this point, but I know that I will make it through this and make my way to NYC to hopefully become the person I want to be. Until then I will be studying my bum off and adjusting to my new position at work, oh and looking forward to the day I get to see Damon.
almost there.
See The Sun In A Whole New Light
Astrophotographer Alan Friedman captured this gorgeous portrait of the sun on April 7 from his home in Buffalo, NY, using a backyard solar telescope and a new Grasshopper CCD camera by Point Grey Research. Viewed in a wavelength emitted by hydrogen alpha (Ha) the sun’s surface details become visible, showing the complex texture of our home star’s true face.
(via skysignal)
Video Games (dub solo electric) w/Binson Echorec
This is my Grandma, she is in the hospital in Phoenix right now. She just had brain sugery to remove a glioblastoma, the doctors say that this tumor will come back and it will keep coming back. She starts physical therapy tomorrow to help her regain the strength she lost from the surgery. They give her two years at the most and that terrifies me to no end that I won’t be able to take care of her and most of all, that she won’t be here for the rest of my big moments. I am thinking as positive as I possibly can about what is going on with her, I just wish there were more that I could do to help her. I love her so very much.
I cry out “Love keep your arms around me”, I am a bird that’s in need of grounding,
I’m built to fly away, I never learned how to stay.
last night, Ericka and I.
I have to say that it was one of the better nights I’ve had in quite some time.
Dreams -
